Tuesday, March 28, 2006

fake

I am already worried about how convincing I will be when I visit the doctor tomorrow.
I keep going over my symptoms, discussing them with friends and family, and I am starting to realise that I am not alone in my irrational and disproportionate fear of certain imminent death of all my loved ones.
What is particularly worrying is that my Mum has been like this for 31 years!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You're not a fake my love. You don't have to be feeling like this. x x x

Anonymous said...

I had a horrible moment while we were bathing her yesterday. Totally irrational, but unavoidable, it seems. I don't think I can stand another 31 years of it.